Poetry is often used to try to invoke spiritual states that, because they are beyond language or not experience in language, can not be explained in words. When someone says truth is beauty and vice versa, and that is the complete knowledge of the world, they are not talking about whatever it is that the words mean on their faces. Instead, they are trying to evoke a different kind of consciousness that can allow you to appreciate the world in a spiritual way.
The most common element of spiritual feelings is this sense that we are all one. Or there is a oneness. Or we cannot separate ourselves from, well, anything really. The truth/beauty, beauty/truth statement is supposed to warp our minds enough that we can experience this, if only for a moment. Truth and beauty are one. Just as everything we know and experience is one. There is no separation between us and the world out there. We only imagine it is there. It’s a kind of Buddhist thing, but also a thing found in most other religions.
Literally speaking, there are ugly truths. But in the realm of direct experience with the world, there is no judgement. There is only experience and it is all related and connected and even the horrors of human behavior are part of that picture; that complete picture, that can not be comprehended by individuals who live in their thinking minds.
Our thinking minds think in words. Our non-linguistic minds, obviously, don’t have words to think in. Non-linguistic minds experience the world directly, without words to explain life, and thus that kind of mind can experience the oneness or connectedness of all.
The great irony, at least to me, is being able to use words to throw us into that place where there are no words. It takes enormous skill to be able to do that. You have to love the words and be able to seduce people using words into that place where there are no words. Mind-bending, no?
Sometimes I think that my ideas are off on some strange planet of their own. Maybe I’m just bullshitting; using words to spin my way from one half-baked thought to another. We can’t all be Keats… in fact, only Keats could be Keats. I don’t know if my thoughts about these lines mean something, or just sound like they mean something, or sound like I think they mean something, but really I’m just a fool. I don’t know if it even matters, since I don’t know if I’m talking to anyone. Or whether talking to anyone is important.
Of course, or maybe it isn’t that obvious that I’m desperate to talk to people. Silly me.
For some reason, the “maybe” in the previous sentence came out as “many.” This has been happening often, lately. I’ll be thinking and typing along and I’ll look back, and my fingers have typed something completely different from what I meant to type. As if they’d been hijacked. Maybe my mind has been hijacked, too. Otherwise, why would I be writing this stuff as if I were high or something. I have been seeing auras, too, lately. I think it’s my eyes, but maybe there’s something going… wrong different in my mind. Maybe I’m turning into a space alien. I think I’ll stop here before you all get really worried and send an ambulance.
See what I mean? Using words to get into an altered state of consciousness? I think it might not be such a bright idea for me.