My sister and I used to wish my parents would divorce when we were little. I realize I have no idea how it might have really been if they had, or how I really would have felt if it happened. Sometimes I wonder if the parents were good at not fighting around the children, or good at protecing their children from the chaos in the marriage, that those children are more affected by divorce? More upset about it? One thing that I see consistantly isif the divorce happens after the age of 6 for the child, it seems to be much harder for them. This is just my observation, no statisics or data to back it up. I assume part of the reason has to do with the formation of memory.
I’m not sure if children really understand that they want their parents together? Do they? But, rather that they want their parents in their home. I guess maybe it can represent that love can end. And, children feel it might be their fault? That is probably the biggest problem, children feeling responsible for the unhappiness in the home, responsible for their parents happiness. A horrible burden. And, I guess it might affect a child’s feelings about security and stability, which can stick with a person.
Maybe it depends on the divorce. If one of the parties really sucked, then I don’t think it was the divorce that affected the child the most. I think having a crappy parent is what mattered most.
Also, I have no stigma in my mind attached to divorce. I do not judge divorced people or children of divorce in any negative way. But, I have heard many many of my friends use words like failure, and afraid to tell their parents and friends when they wanted to or became divorced. They felt shame I think. Maybe the children feel it also? I always say shame will rot the soul. If that is part of it, that is too bad. Because, I think it is so common at this point, people should not feel those horrible feelings.
Here’s the thing, it is not the child’s fault of course, but I know a bunch of people who finally decided they could not stand their spouse anymore once they had children. So, I can see why children might feel this way, and interpret that as their fault. I know it is taboo to say such a thing, but I know a few women personally who basically could not stand to be around their husbands who were not helping them with the children. But, that of course is really about the adults, not the children.