[NSFW] why was I like this when I was little and up to my age now?

Hormones.

You’re normal. Little boys start playing with themselves at about age 2. One of the challenges of parenthood is to get them to not do it in public.

You need to socialise more with you peers, get out of the house & stop playing with yourself so much, also read up on contraception & stop using your mother as a trampoline, it’s disrespectful!! :-/

Its just your hormones raging, try to control it more to get a better sence of who you are.

Don’t worry about it. Self-exploration is completely normal, as long as you do it in privacy. You’re still young and getting used to the changes in your hormone levels and in your body; it might seem like what you’re experiencing is strange but I promise you it’s not. I can pretty much guarantee that it’ll have no bearing on your adult sexual behaviour.

The answer to the greater question of “Why?” is this: because you’re human.

What you had is called “a normal variant,” which means that not everyone is like that, but there’s no pathology involved. Human beings are very sexual animals. How do you think there came to be so many of us? : )

I was like this too.

@Simone_De_Beauvoir

You can’t fool me, Simone. You’re STILL like that! LOL! My older grandaughter is like that, she like to have drove her mother to distraction! Heh!

Though just about every guy likes to pretend otherwise, masturbation is a perfectly normal part of human sexuality. It’s thought that we even evolved to masturbate because it allows us to shed older sperm, which in turn allows the youngest and most vivacious sperm a shot at fertilizing an egg when we do get around to having sex. (There’s a possibility that the stigma surrounding masturbation is for competitive reasons. Discouraging the next dude from masturbating while still doing it yourself is advantageous.)

As for the other stuff, it seems, well, normal. I’d say it’s a problem if you still humped your mom. Fetishism is a pretty common part of adult sexuality, and within reason I would say it’s perfectly healthy. If you’re willing to actually consider your behaviors and the effect that they have on other people, your sexual moral compass is already vastly superior to that of many adults.

I was like this as a child too (although, I never humped my mum!), I used to touch myself a lot and even looked forward to bed time each night so I could be alone with myself. I was even intimate with a friend of mine. Some kids are just sexual from a young age.

@Leanne1986

Exactly! : )

I think this was answered here when you last asked the question.

trampoline hehe