Some few things.
Most importantly at the mo, give up drinking. The problem is, it seems to be the only thing that has any worth to me, or that gives me as a person worth while I’m drunk, and everything else is dull and bullshit, otherwise. But it wasn’t always like that. I’d like to find some way to go back to actually enjoying the many things in life I did before becoming a boozehound. And frankly, back then seems to be very blurry and faraway. I have been doing some progress though, otherwise I wouldn’t care to answer this question. But then, alcoholics ’‘always’’ do progress…:/
Get my own house. Yeah it’s a lot of work, I know that. I’m very material possession oriented unfortunately, and as such I’d love to have my very own haven that is really mine. Just me, my kitties and all my many things lol.
Travel through Europe. Europe fascinates me, as do its cultures and histories. I was born in France, but only lived there for six years of my life. I’m 29, and live in Canada. But I’d love to travel through Europe, mostly France, England, Germany, Romania and Russia. I’d love to check out Ireland and Scotland too, as well as some Scandinavian countries, especially Norway.
And when I do, I don’t want to go as a tourist. I want to leave with fuckall but a backpack and a couple of cigarettes. Get by through knowing the places as they really are, and not see them as decreed by the limitations of my credit card. I more or less did this from Manitoba to Québec, and it was a great experience. Imagine doing it on a whole continent. Yes, it can be dangerous, but meh.
Have a relationship with a another woman. I consider myself bi sexual, because I’m attracted to women just as much as men. I’ve never really questioned myself on this, because it always seemed natural to me. I’ve never really spoken of it too much though, nor have I ever been with any woman like I have with men. I did some few things yeah, but nothing major. But I feel attracted to them both mentally and physically. I’m not very good with relationships because I’m like, antisocial or something. But I’ve had a boyfriend for two years, give or take, and that last relationship was very wonderful. I’ve met some girls that I feel I could experience this with too. But I wouldn’t want them to feel like my guinea pig or anything, so I’ve restrained myself. But whether it’s a man or a woman, I would like to find my soul mate, if such a thing exists, or at least, the perfect person for me, as long as I’m also the perfect person for them, despite what I said in my house part lol.
Get my own horror website. I’ve been working on a horror site for a while, will be using WordPress and then find a host for that. It’s nothing but bits and pieces at this point. This site will have mostly reviews. My point with this site is to invite people in the horror genre, and try to illuminate its complexity beyond the general perception that people who don’t watch horror have of it. It’s very hard work though, reviewing movies and trying to explain them in a way that non horror fans will be attracted by. But that’s my mission with the site. I’m trying to be as versatile as I can, reviewing mainstream, remakes, obscure 70’s horror and trying to overall cover the whole spectrum. I have a lot of reviews done, so I got stock for when it goes up. I’ll also include other stuff, to try and explain horror itself as a whole. Such as the definition of different sub genres, the history of the genre itself and things like that. Horror books and video games are a distant addition, if this works well.
It’s really slow though, but still, it’s chugging along.
That’s about alla dat, yo’s.
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