I’d go out on a picnic with some good friends on a Sunday afternoon, with the Sun shining bright but not too hot, somewhere near the beginning of Autumn. A gentle but steady wind needs to be present. A fine day indeed, a lazy day, one where you forget your television, your computer, your job, your bills and your worries.
We would drive out to an ancient graveyard. Not a modern one, but a very old and cliché one with old tombstones and gnarly trees. With us we would bring cute little sandwiches cut in triangles, with store bought meat as the filling. We’d have macaroni salad, veggies and dip, as well as leftover turkey and beef. To be consumed cold, and dipped in BBQ sauce. For drinks we would have those lemonade (pink lemonade, too) containers used by preschoolers on field trips. And soda packs we picked up on the way there, in some old gas station where this blind guy was squeegeeing our windshield.
We would talk and eat, frolic and laugh. As evening begins to fall, and the Sun lowers away, bleeding its fading colours into the coming night, sweaters and coats would be brought out.
So would the smokeys and sausages, to be heated by a bonfire. ...dance flames dance, dance with the dead, we’ll dance too…we’d bring out the beer from our hippy van, the hard stuff and the coolers. We have cozy blankets too, but they may serve other purposes besides wrapping ourselves in the chill that now rules with an iron fist.
Mundane ’‘make believe life is alright’’ conversations, while they had been true in the gentle wind and swaying grass, are now replaced by our scariest dreams, our nastiest experiences and the darkness that flows forth from our hearts, into the deepening night. Bring out the chips and the party mix, crack open more beer and make an oath to Satan…destroy those who have wronged us, take away our shames and fears, from the chalice of blood we drink!
Drunk as shit we dance and feed the fire, feed our looming hangovers and there I lay, when all is done, when the moonlight shines upon the last and lonely abandoned cute little triangle cut sandwich that nobody wanted. Everyone is dead, or at least passed out, and there I lay, staring into the night. Starring into the stars. Starring at a tree. There’s an owl in the tree, and it stares back at me, its eyes like dead stars. I have to go to work in four hours. But there I lay…the perfect picnic!
Blair Witch Project FTW