Remembering
I need a lot of help with this—always have; it’s not just age, although I have gotten worse with time. I’ve been a bit absent-minded since I was a kid.
What I do depends on the type of thing I have to remember.
If it’s about a physical object, something I know I’m apt to lose track of, I’ll say aloud what I’m doing with it, preferably to someone else, and match an action to the word: “I am now putting the receipt in the zip compartment of my purse.” “I am now putting the vacuum cleaner bags on the top shelf in the hall closet.” Giving myself a visual aid reinforced with an announcement helps a lot.
For things I need to find only after a long interval (passport, replacement watch band), I leave myself reminders. First of all I try to put the thing in whatever spot I went to the last time I searched for it. Whatever I thought was logical once is probably what I’ll return to. Often when I look there I’ll find a note I don’t even remember writing: “Passport is in filing cabinet under P.” “Watch bands are in second drawer on the left.”
I also keep a file on my computer called ‘Locator’, and there I keep a list of miscellaneous things I’ve stored someplace.
If it’s for short term, I write little notes. I used to come home from work with Post-its stuck to my purse. Later I started sending myself e-mails. Once I told my husband, “The most important messages I get every day are the ones I send myself.” I also put reminders on my calendar: “Get allergy shot. Make mammogram appointment.”
When it comes to remembering information, I have to write it down. If I can’t see it in writing, it doesn’t stick. I could never do a conversational language course. I remember visually. I carry a notebook to doctors’ appointments and write everything down, beginning with what I told him by way of symptoms or results. I record stats like weight and blood pressure, what he diagnosed, and what he prescribed or advised. Sometimes we both consult my notes.
To memorize something, I write it and read it and say it over and over. I practice it with someone who prompts me when I slip. I test myself by writing it out—and check it right away so writing doesn’t reinforce a mistake. I incorporate visual cues whenever possible to help me hold onto it.
Forgetting
Deliberate forgetting is very hard, nearly impossible. Despite how hard I have to work to remember things I want to remember, remembering things I want to forget is effortless.
But I have found one thing that helped, and that is a replacement memory. For example, a dental technician once made a really stupid remark to me while cleaning my teeth, and I found that it came to mind after that every single damn time I brushed my teeth. It was incredibly annoying. So I let my mind leap to the very first alternative I thought of—an innocuous meaningless phrase—and every time I felt memory artifact 1 returning, I forced myself to jump to memory artifact 2. After a while I could go right to memory artifact 2, which was equally stupid but not annoying. I guess you could say this was the Methadone program for memory extinction.
If I had a traumatic memory to deal with, I’d be seeking therapy and probably trying EMDR, which has already worked for me on a relatively minor but troubling matter.