My look has changed a lot from middle school (when I first became self aware of my ability to express myself through my appearance) to high school to college to now.
I went through a pseudo-poppunk stage late in middle school. I couldn’t afford the stuff from Pac Sun and Hot Topic that the other “punk” kids were wearing, so I made my own clothes, which in essence, made me a million times more punk than any of them, in a sense. I also made a lot of my own jewelry because I envied the kids who could afford the fancy leather wrist bands and stuff (I also really wanted the attention of a punk girl at the time. She’s still my best friend to this day and we laugh about the silly phase that brought us together).
By my freshman year in highschool, I maintained my punk streak, but I was much more subtle. I would wear bright colors, but also a Misfits or AFI button or two just about every day. My hair was short at this point.
By junior year of high school, I was wearing jeans pretty much every day, and generic t shirts and these shoes which my girlfriend hated. This is also when I let my hair get really long.
By my freshman year of college, I whacked off all my hair, started keeping my sideburns (that I still maintain to this day) and adopted a sort of steampunk style.
During my sophomore year of college, I started dressing somewhat conservatively again, and I let my hair get a bit long again, though nowhere nearly as long as it was. This is also when I started wearing my now standard fare of jeans and a plaid button up with either adidas shoes or brown riding boots. This is when I started wearing my Indiana Jones hat more often with big sunglasses, and I kind of looked like a cowboy.
This past year, I started wearing pretty much anything, but I grew out my beard and started wearing a bandanna around my neck a lot for some reason.
I’ve started adopting a rockabilly look lately. I still wear my plaid button ups, only now I have stopped wearing an undershirt and I leave the first two buttons undone to show off my awesomely hairy chest. I either wear my regular glasses (black plastic hipster frames) or women’s fake Ray Bans from Target (because I like the patterns on them) all the time now, and I still wear my Indiana Jones hat from time to time. I still wear my boots or adidas, but every now and then, I’ll wear my Misfits shoes that I recently found under my bed. Hair-wise, I rock a faux hawk a lot of the time, but I also do the slick back thing when it strikes my fancy. I ditched the beard. I like it better in the winter. (Speaking of winter, I always wear a scarf, black leather gloves, and a Swiss military officer’s jacket).
Looking back, I’ve come to realize that my style now is sort of a conglomeration of every style I’ve ever had, and it really is true that I use my appearance to express myself. Who knows what I will do with my appearance next?