For a while there, a couple of years ago, when I was still fairly sick, I felt that I was a dragon. A dying dragon. I was probably around close to two thousand years old, but I had been sleeping in a cave for the last five hundred years. The cave was deep underground, and during the time I was sleeping, it had collapsed, pretty much immobilizing me, if I had found a way to wake and tried to move.
But I didn’t wake, although I had dreams in which it seemed like I was a human and the human kept telling stories about me as if he were me instead of me him. He was sick at the time, and his sickness gave him insight into things he wouldn’t normally see, or so he thought. In reality, I was showing him these visions because, finally, I had decided I didn’t want to die.
I will die, of course, fairly soon, if I don’t get out. I mean, for me it isn’t much time—a century or two, but if I don’t get out of this cave and find some sustenance, I’ll be dead in another couple of centuries, give or take.
The problem is that I can only be rescued by a fairly specific kind of young female. Like me, she is connected to a human who thinks she is her, when in fact it is the other way around. She is from the green people—I think they have many chloroplasts in their skin and they can live on sunlight for a long time, but not forever.
However, it is in her human guise that she has to come find me and figure out how to get me out of here, It’ll be a problem for her because once she goes underground, the clock starts ticking. She may be human, but she is soul-linked with the vertoure (the name they go by) or greenfarer (as they are known in the lands that speak English. So when the human goes underground, the vertoure is also cut off from sunlight, or if she is in it, she can get no benefit from it. One of the problems with developing this kind of connection with a human. You hook your life to theirs in some unexpected ways.
Most Greenfarers can only survive without sunlight for as much as two months. Some can last a few weeks longer, but that’s pretty much it. So once she goes underground, she’s go to get me out within a couple of months or she’ll die, and it is also possible that I will, too. I have been working for a few decades now to develop this secondary connection with the Greenfarer, and I don’t know if it would be possible for me to do it again, should she fail.
But if she succeeds, then my problems are only beginning. It has been a long time since this world has seen a live dragon, and things have changed greatly. I have a good deal of awareness of how they have changed because of my connection with my human. My linksage, as I think of him. It’s a bit silly to call him that, since it reminds me of sausage, but he is my connection to the world and he is a sage, too. I am often literal that way.
Anyway, I am going on too long. My story is actually pretty boring to everyone except me and maybe two or three others. And the third… not someone I like to think about. That’s a story for another day, though. Right now, I’ve said enough. Ok. The truth is that I can’t keep my eyes open any more. I’ll see you again when I wake up, in another month or two.