Marina, thanks for pulling me out of hibernation to respond here.
Yes, something similar happened to me with the love of my life and my best friend about 5 years ago now. The advice most of you gave is the only thing that helped me survive that time – I had community that just loved me, cared for me, empathized. Nothing they said made any difference, and what I appreciated most was the sympathy and empathy. That’s it. Don’t say anything – you have no idea.
What I don’t believe any of us has addressed is you, Deni. How much compassion can you find within yourself? Can you truly imagine what it’s like to be your friend? Have you experienced anything like this in your life, from either side? What makes a difference in something this devastating is human connection – not advice. If you can find it in yourself to truly relate to what it’s like for him, then you are a bridge to the world for him, when all else is bleak. If you’re just trying to give advice, trying to make him (and you!) feel better, I’m afraid you won’t truly reach him, truly support him. This is hard shit to deal with – for you too, not just him. Get support yourself. I love that you’re asking us. Has it been helpful to you?
Just for your perspective – and don’t tell him this, it won’t help – I’m almost grateful for the whole experience. It was the worst time of my life by far. But the whole incident broke my attachment to the girl, which had ruined relationships for 10 years. And it took years, but my best friend and I eventually healed things. Later on, when he and my ex broke up, he got severely depressed, almost killed himself. I saved his life, listened to him for many many hours, helped get him out of poverty and into a job with the company I work with, which is how he met his future wife. I was just talking with him a couple hours tonight – his friendship is a lifesaver for me too. My life would be much much poorer without him in it.
I think I’m the exception in terms of the grace that allowed us to restore our friendship. But it’s possible. Who knows what’s possible for your friend. By the way, if anyone would have told me any of that at the time, I would have told them to go fuck themselves. All I knew was that I could relate to a desire to murder for the first time in my life. Advice and hope disgusted me. I just wanted love and comfort.
You asked us for advice. My advice is do NOT try to fix this with him. Everything is fucked in his world. Join him there, as much as you can find it in yourself to do.