You’re not interested in NYC or Philly? That could be your problem right there. I met my wife in Philly. I met several lovers in NYC. Both places have been very good to me.
But no, that’s probably not your problem. I still think it’s funny that you think it could be a problem. What about all the women in all the rest of the world outside of NYC and Philly? Do you think they are all pining for someone from one of those cities? I sure don’t think so. I’ve got to ask you: where did you get this idea that those places have anything to do with it? I mean, I’ve heard a lot ideas about how to get women in my life, but that’s the first time I heard that someone thought place mattered—and those two particular places, at that.
Despite my success with relationships (and I say relationships, not women, because that is what I was interested in), I was once in a place where I was wondering what was going on. I was very lonely. I couldn’t imagine any woman wanting to be in a relationship with me.
Looking back, it seems to me that for some of us, it just takes longer. We may take longer to figure out how to relate to women. I know I was scared. Everything seemed to matter so much. I thought if one girl said “no” to me, she’d tell the others, and then no one would want anything to do with me because they’d all know I was a loser. Yes. I really believed that. I thought women had nothing better to do than to warn each other off of me. And if they didn’t do it in words, I was pretty sure they had some extrasensory way of passing on the warning.
As a result, I didn’t call up any girls to ask them out. Which definitely cut down my opportunities. Or rather, it cut down my ability to cast my net wide.
What I ended up doing is not trying to meet women. Instead, I ended up doing things, and in the process of doing those things, I met women. I met my first girlfriend on a caving trip, and I courted her by bouncing pebbles off her helmet deep underground, as we waited for others to clear out of the chimney we were climbing.
She introduced me to two of her friends, who became lovers. Another lover was a friend of my sister’s, who had been in band with me. Then work introduced me to a handful or two of women who became lovers, and finally a dance group introduced me to my wife. I met all these women doing things I loved and just talking to them and talking about things I care about. I suspect they liked the passion I felt about the things I was doing.
I was and am a pretty geeky guy. I was not a smooth womanizer. I had little confidence, but I look back now and I think you probably could say I was pretty successful. But it isn’t just that I’ve had a number of lovers. What is important to me is that I’ve had some pretty serious relationships, and I’ve ended up with a wife and two children and a nice home and I feel very very fortunate. I ended up with a wife who put up with me getting mentally ill and cheating on her (did I mention I met some women online, too?) She was willing to see me through my illness and forgive me for doing what I did, and to come to trust that I love her as she wants to be loved.
My suggestion is that you do what you love. We know what you don’t like, but what do you like? Just do that. You will meet girls in the course of doing what you love, and eventually, you will meet one who likes you, too. Just avoid being creepy. Don’t follow women if they tell you they don’t want you to follow them. Always listen. When they say no, take them seriously. You can push if you want and be assertive, although I’d lay back, if I were you, but as soon as they say no, stop.Otherwise, be yourself. Show your enthusiasms. Don’t worry if you are silly. If they don’t like your enthusiasms, they are not for you. Remember, you may be desperate, but you do yourself no favors by getting a woman pretending to be someone you aren’t.
It’s better to just do the things you love to do and talk about the things you love to talk about and let the chips fall where they may. It may take a while and you will surely get impatient, but eventually, there will be a woman for you. Probably a number of them.
Have fun!