Do you think you can have a premonition about your death?

It sounds like a silly question, and actually, it is.

But, I have always felt like I will never live past the age of 30. I’m not saying I’m going to die on the exact day I turn 30. I might die before, I don’t know. I just can’t see myself past 30.

I even told one of my friends about it. He said he never thought of it, but he can’t really see it either.
Like I’m one of those people that live a short but beautiful life.

I used to make picture books as a kid. I found one that I made where I drew a picture of myself at varying ages in my life, I never made it past the young adult stage.

And I was listening to this song and one of the lyrics is, “Everybody knows you only live a day, but it’s brilliant anyway.”
I don’t know, that lyric just stood out. I wasn’t listening for it. It’s just when I tuned back into the song, that’s what I heard. And I’ve always felt a connection to this artist. I don’t mean to sound crazy with that, but I do believe people are born with emotional equals.

So, what do you think?

My parents said, “Oh, everybody says that! I used to never want to get older than 30.”

But it’s not that I dont’ want to get old, it just feels like I’m not going to exist much longer. Not suicidal or anything either.

This question is just out of curiosity; just wanted to know others opinions on premonitions.