I just wanted to point out, that “psychopath” does not need be a bad thing.
I have known for a long time that I am if not fully, at least partly psychopath. There are certain emotions I am simply incapable of feeling, but I understand how I am supposed to pretend to feel them and when to pretend.
Me saying I am a part/full psychopath, or… psychopath who is slowly gowing out of it with age some how, is totally self diagnosed. But I think some of you will probably agree that I am to some extent like that.
I suspect @josie stopped typing when I started typing, thinking “oh look, how interesting, an answer from an actual psychopath”. hehe.
When reading that article, I can see certain things that apply to me, even if it is not the entire article. However, I don’t think it is all bad, so long as the pstchopath knows what he/she is, and acts appropriately.
My girlfriend and I have a very good relationship, I would even go as far as calling it perfect in some situations. I can’t imagine anyone advising her to break up with me with things the way they are, just because I am incapable of feeling certain emotions.
I have posts on this site, old posts, where I talk about how I did not feel any emotions other than anger or frustration until about the age of 12 or so. I was just dead inside, and to some extent, I still am with some emotions.
But, do I really need those emotions? Is it not enough to just be logical about it, and build your morals off of cold logical thoughts? Does it really have to mean the person is bad or incapable of having a relationship? I don’t think so, I even think to some extent, not having these emotions can be a good thing.
Yes, I do actually love my girlfriend, and I am capable of feeling empathy for her. I could even sacrifice something of my own in a selfless act for her, up to and including my own life. However, I know I am still a psycho, or at least partly.
I am incredibly good to have around in a disaster. When everyone is freaking out, you can be sure I will keep calm and think rationally, something I would not be able to do if emotions affected me more tha they already do.
I am capable of remaining faithful to my girl In a way that I honestly don’t think I could if I felt more things more often.
There are a lot of benefits that come with thinking how I think and feeling how I feel.
I don’t know, maybe I am mistaken, maybe I have a perfectly healthy mind, or maybe I am cured or on my way to be cured, but I do honestly think the label psychopath applies to me to some extent.
I find, I can’t help but wonder if the word psychopath simply has a bad reputation, from being linked to killers and serial killers, or if it really just is always bad. I also find myself wondering, if we are not all psychopaths, but just different degrees.
I’ll be thinking on it, the question certainly has provoked some thought.