(NSFW) What kind of sex did you initially have with the person you love?

We had a long build up. The tension was killer. There was also a forbidden aspect to it. I felt very nervous and wanted to give him a night he would never forget. It was intense no holds barred. It was long bringing each other to the brink over and over. We both liked to pleasure each other. We both were in awe and pleasantly surprised about each others bodies on an intimate level and we spent time expressing that verbally and physically. We thoroughly ravished each other and our passion was equal. It was not over much tender it was more like taking possession and giving it. Testing our limits.

It is funny we just talked about it for the first time yesterday. Reminding each other giving perspective and confirming that we both would never forget that night. We haven’t been a couple for years. But we were good to each other and for each other and we both know we are special to each other.

It was his first time. We spent a long time laying there in awkward silence, trying to figure out our feelings for each other. We’ve been friends since birth and laying in bed together was an unexpected turn of events. After having the most awkward conversation ever (should we? Should we not?) he said “I think a test run is in order.” and I laughed.
It was slow and would have been really sweet if he didn’t get uncomfortable with the silence and hold a very one sided conversation with himself. “I should stop talking. I’m not going to stop talking. I can’t stop talking. Oh my God, that’s a new sensation. Yup. Yup yup yup.”
Basically, it was really adorable, and awkward. I loved it.

We ended up setting the bed on fire.

Balls deep.

A sloppy throat fuck in a filthy ally.

Fantasy sex.

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