I’m a Christian and I want to believe there is a God or Higher power. However I’m not so sure.
I would have to ask why not? If you know God, not just know of God, then you would not have to ask that.
When I look at the world we live in, and realize how cold, cruel, & heartless it is.. I lose begin to lose faith.
Why? The Lord said it would be this way because there are many ungodly people who are lovers of themselves and pleasure; they do not want to have a King or Lord, being their own de facto god. Christ has overcome, but because man has grace and not punished straight away, people believe he is asleep at the wheel.
Is our existence really meaningless? Are we just here to do what ever we want then die? I would like to believe every creation has a creator.
Without God isn’t that the default position, here for no meaning, living out an existence that is totally useless? You are correct, the visible attribute and proof of God’s existence is everywhere, but because he allowed us puny humans to figure some if it out, we believe in everything other than He who created it.
If God is all knowing & powerful….I feel he should be able to help humanity somehow. These are some of my thoughts..
2 Chronicles 7:14, the formula is there for nations or man, if people do not use it then it is to their fault, Not God’s. On an individual those who believe in Him, and seek a relationship with Him, He is a help in a time of need. How can someone help if you reject the help or do not believe in Him? When he does help, sometimes the ungodly people get blessed too but they never give the credit to God.
But what possible reason can there be for people to die so young sometimes so brutally.
Because if they lived longer they would fall to sin and die in their iniquity, because they were not his and they died as a consequence to a wicked world, their death caused others to reevaluate their ephemeral existence.
Christians these days are some of the most hypocritical & judgmental people. Most are only Christians on Sundays, then have the audacity to criticize “worldly people”, when they are doing the same thing
That is no surprise, for one ”Christian” has been watered down and made so generic it is applied to people who are not truly Believers. As you noted, some people want the Kingdom only so much to have “fire insurance” but they do not want the King of the Kingdom. However, the same pragmatic logic used of worldly things should be sued here; not all ungodly people act like Pol pot, Genghis Khan, or Son of Sam, some do things beneficial to others. With all the trigger happy cops and shootings that seem wrong, no one says we should axe enforcement of law or dismantle the police force, people are people, you cannot use the incorrect application of the Bible to prove the bible is wrong any more than you can use a trigger happy cop to say the police force is wrong.
I feel if a person lives a good life they should be allowed into heaven despite their beliefs and/ or Religion.
With so many having ideas of what a “good life” is, which is correct?
These days I feel all life is just greed, money, war, sex, & corruption.
I agree, I tell people the US, at least, suffer from a PMS problem (Power, Money, and Sex), seems like hedonism is at an all-time high.
The wicked may seem to be getting over, but if you are a Believer you know their expected end and you can only mourn for them, to pass up an eternity way more abundant than their imagination can hold for trinkets here on Earth which measured against eternity is even less than vapor.