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In line with that concept, I’ve had this crazy “what-if” idea I’ve been rolling around for a while now.
Void of the conscious spark of life and its fleshy sensory mechanisms, can an inanimate object be said to have experience? I think in the sense of pure data-transfer, it does. Pretend I’m going to smash a glass with a hammer. You could get the best computer programs, and the best mathematicians together to try to calculate just how that glass will shatter, but they still won’t be completely right. Yet, that glass “knows,” in a sense, just where and how it’s going to break. It proves its knowledge of the matter in demonstration. All of matter works this way. If that, then this. If this, then that. It could almost be equated to binary, in a rudimentary fashion. But I digress…
So lets go back before what we know as the big bang. Nothing but fine matter all about. How long that period of time lasted, who knows… Let’s just call it an eternity for fun. And let’s say that somewhere in a moment of that eternity a strange form of consciousness developed between the data transfer of matter. And how profound a consciousness it would be. It would know everything, and not simply because it could see into the future or something of that nature, but by the perfectly accurate deduction along it’s language of data transfer. If these two atoms touch, then this, this, that, those, and all these things happen, on into infinity. So this consciousness knows everything, and knows it is everything. All the questions it could ask have been answered, except one. “What is this place?” That is the one question it could never answer, because the place in which it resides necessarily existed before it. There was already a place for its existence to come into being, or it never would have been possible. And as it runs back along the timeline of matter, even to before its own emergence, eventually it hits a wall. The ether in which it resides pre-dates the matter it contains; the matter which subsequently contains this consciousness.
So to find the answer to the only question left, it blows itself apart into an infinite number of pieces, to experience being every hydrogen atom, and star, and every person, individually, and as a whole, and as itself looking in on all these things in the hopes that somewhere, in the vast matrix of all that data, is the answer to what this is.
And maybe that’s the reason good things happen to bad people and innocent children get sick and die… Because it’s a possibility. And if it’s a possibility, it has to be experienced to be truly understood. Likewise, maybe that’s the reason these grand questions are so pervasive throughout the entirety of our race. Because subconsciously, it’s why we’re here. It’s what we’re all ultimately looking for, and not merely as ourselves. Maybe essentially, we’re all just part of this grand program that’s running to collect every possible experience and bring it back for infinite correlation.
Anyway… Just a crazy what-if. But it’s fun to imagine.