I tried it (5x)... in my opinion, it is not a recreational drug and should only be used with respect by people seeking religious/spiritual visions. The smaller doses we tried made us laugh uncontrollably, it also altered the room we were in so that it seemed there were other people present, like an invisible party. Lower doses are, in my opinion, more fun. At higher doses, it’s pretty scary and that’s what made me decide to never do it again. The trouble is that there is a fine line between “little dose” and “big dose”. I was not intending to take a big dose, but I must have gotten a lot of smoke in.
I took a big hit of it, and then I was gone into a weird dream state. I was totally unaware of reality and also completely unaware that I had even smoked Salvia. It was like I was asleep and dreaming, I had this vision of being on a game show about my life, and my name was on the stage in big letters. This part of the dream was fine and interesting. All of a sudden, the letters started rolling and I started rolling with them. Then I was attached to a letter as it rolled, I could feel the skin of my face pulling away from my skull as I rolled over and over.
It was at this point the trip turned unpleasant. I couldn’t stop rolling with the letters and the feeling of my skin pulling was not pleasant, almost painful. According to my friend, I was laughing, so she thought I was having a good time. I couldn’t control the laughter. As I started to come back to reality, my vision started going back to normal (in the full grip of Salvia, you can have your eyes open and see nothing from the outside world, all that exists is the dream state in your head).
I was lying on the floor and saw my friend kneeling over me. I couldn’t yet make out what she was saying, but I could tell she was trying to comfort me. I had no recollection of having smoked Salvia and I didn’t know what was wrong with me. I started to get scared, and I kept asking her what was wrong with me. She was telling me, “You’re okay. Everything will be fine. Don’t worry.”
However, in my trip state, I became convinced that something serious had happened to me, that I had been in some sort of accident and been physically debilitated. The way my friend was positioned over me reminded me of how one might wake up from a serious accident with their loved ones by their sides, comforting them. I was panicking and scared, yet I couldn’t stop laughing. I kept asking what was wrong with me, what had happened. I really thought I was dying or seriously injured and in danger of dying.
I had two worlds of hell; when I closed my eyes, I was back into the rolling letter world and still attached to the letter, then I would open my eyes and see my friend over me and get really scared. Her attempts at comforting me only freaked me out more.. I kept thinking there was something seriously wrong with me and that’s why she wasn’t telling me what it was.
All of this happened in about a five minute span, though it felt like a lot longer. Gradually, I came back to my senses and was better able to communicate. My friend assured me I was fine, it was just the Salvia, etc. I was able to calm down and reflect on all that had happened, but I have serious reservations about doing it again.