(NSFW) What does my sexual fantasy say about me?

You mentioned you’re dominant in real life so my guess is you might be excited to see what if it’s other way round which you haven’t experienced in real life. That may be the reason why you might be liking it.

Not a single clue.

What’s the dynamic between your dad and your mom? I suspect that may have something to do with your answer.

Just curious..if a guy would have posted this question what would be your reaction?

It sounds parallel to men of power (politics, business, doctors) that hire a dominatrix to boss them around. Very common, it is about relinquishing control and power when in your non sexual life one is in control and power all the time.

Could be blocked out childhood or subconscious or ancestral or past-life experiences or something.

It’s all about sexual preferences and we all have diverse/different fetishes. Generally, people desire what they couldn’t actually have/hard to get in the real world. On top of that, the feeling of wanting to be dominated during sex has nothing to do with your regular ‘dominance’ during your daily life.

I can relate to you. I have also encountered the same thing. One of my favourites would be being locked in jail full of male inmates and then being ‘forced’ to satisfy each and everyone of them in a very rough, forceful, and derogatory approach, every now and then. Oh how much I desire to become their submissive sex slave lol.

Daddy issues?

I agree that it’s an unconscious desire to relinquish sexual control. It doesn’t mean you want this in real life.

You are waiting/wanting for the right man to come into your life and jungle fuck you. Patience Grasshopper.

I think it says you’re a human being with normal human sexual desires and fears.

I think it’s saying that sexually, you’re submissive and desire to be in a submissive role.

I think it says that you like to ask questions about sex.

Perhaps subconsciously you are weary of being in control all the time. You need a break. Way down deep you secretly wish that someone older and stronger would dominate you for a change. And have his way with you.