There are so many minefields in these conversations, but they’re important to have. Just a little preface to say this is all intended with kindness, but still working out how to express multiple thoughts here.
I think way too many women I know and respect have been assaulted in ways I never knew about. I’m surprised by the number, but more affected by the “who”. Some that I’ve known most of my life, some that I’ve dated, and literally dozens I went to school with. That absolutely crystalizes that it’s a problem that needs to be addressed, more than anything to this point in my life.
It makes me think of my daughters, who aren’t there yet, but will be before I know it. It makes me wonder if avoidance isn’t a realistic strategy to teach them, and I should instead focus on dealing with when it happens rather than if. Like my dad taught me about fights, avoid as long as you can, but here’s what to do when that doesn’t work. It’s not a perfect analogy, but that strategy beats the hell out of “this doesn’t happen to good girls/boys”...
But I’m also unwilling to do anything but offer simple support publicly with people I know (so far). I see that any questions, whether specific (who, when, etc) or general (“why do you think this happens so much”) bring out people’s defenses and are labeled along the lines of “victim blaming”. I don’t know how we get to a solution from there.
I don’t feel like part of the problem, but my feeling is anyone who takes anything less than an unquestioningly sympathetic position on every person’s story is regarded that way. Some people’s simple statement of “me too” is all I need to know, because of the people they are. By the same token, some people with detailed and specific accusations seem suspect, because of what I know of them, their situation, and the other parties. I can understand why questioning that would be an emotional issue, but it feels like carte blanche right now and some people take advantage of that to the detriment of others.
But we can’t say that. Maybe that’s the next challenge after widespread recognition that harassment and assault are so common? Is there a way to balance that without forcing the whole issue back into the dark? It feels like that’s the missing piece for widespread acceptance right now, so should be an issue everyone is involved with solving.
But for now I’ll just offer support where it feels right, and hope things move forward. I appreciate the stories that are out there, and the people behind them.