Adrenaline, gives me power. I can literally feal it. I’m already strong, and capable. But adrenaline, makes me a super human. I’ve literally fought 5 people with it before. They were bouncers, like I was, but I fucked them up, and saved, at least two badly injured guys. I was shaking uncontrollably, after. But . That adrenaline, it made me crazy deadly. I can feel it. Rushing through my veins. It’s almost addictive. I fought 5 well trained bouncers, in our men’s room. Because they almost killed 4 guys. I felt no damage, and I was like, a machine. I had to change clothes, because I was covered in blood. That’s when I noticed the shaking. But that adrenaline, saved my ass, and maybe kept two people from dying. It was the first time I ever fought so many people, in such a close space. There was blood everywhere. But none of it was my own. I admit that it took some of my brain function away, but it helped me win a fight, I had no reason to win. Those 5 guys abandoned the fight, and left (they were eventually arrested.)
But my adrenaline, saved us all. I was embarrassed about shaking so much after. But it apparently served it’s purpose. When I entered the men’s room, there were like 11 people who were in a heated fight. I stopped it, because of adrenaline.
When it courses through me. I can feel it’s heat. And it’s power. I got really tired after it was over. But that shit, is no joke. There’s really no way, I should have walked away from that situation. I took multiple hits, by other trained bouncers. But I felt unstoppable. And I was. I’d love to say, that I’m just that badass, but the truth is that, my body gave me the adrenaline required to get the job done. The after effects, were obvious. I was shaking everywhere, and I was mentally incomplete. A female bar tender, helped me come back. But I was lost. I was an animal. She helped me change my clothes, and calm down. That was one incident, I’ll never forget.
It wasn’t the first time, or the last, that I fought so many people. But it was insane. I credit my adrenaline, for getting me through it. But yes. I was shaken afterwards.