Patty.
There are many different types of officers.
Most, seem genuinely interested, in making a positive role in the community.
IMO. Many, get burnt out.
I didn’t like pulling a weapon. So. I hit the gym, and studied MMA.
I have not pulled a pistol, in many years. I simply cannot get a grip, on shooting someone.
To many, that makes me a bad LEO…
I go hand, to hand…
It’s resulted, in me being stabbed, and fighting people who have guns…
I am not a good example, of how we are trained.
A lot of my tattoos, cover forearm scars…
I’m just not going to kill someone, and live with it.
Not, with a gun.
That’s why I quit, doing most law enforcement. I am getting too old to physically engage the type of person that I used to encounter…
I just can’t fight, 5 guys, who are 20 years younger than me, and be ok. I’ll be sore, for weeks, and I don’t know how many times, I can push my luck…
My body, is riddled, with scars. I can barely get out of bed.
I still do, some events, for friends. But. I’ve mainly been in search of other work.
I turned 40, in June.
It’s not just the physical toll…
I just hate domestic violence.
That’s 90%, of my job…
I don’t want to see anything, that I have already seen.
It’s the same story, over, and over…
Entering a place where a guy, has beaten a female, gets old…
I can tell you right now. If a man has resulted to beating his girl, he’s in a mental state, where he will fight me…
Sometimes, the female, will assault me too. I got a good injury, from one chick, who broke a 40 ounce beer bottle, on my shoulder, because I was dealing with her husband…
Even though the MF, had beaten her up…
Mandatory mental health, would help. But. We aren’t really trained, for that… You just have to make quick decisions. You don’t expect, a beat down female, to attack you, when you have your back turned to her. But. It happens…
I’m not sure if a mental health provider, can help, in all situations…
Just my opinion…