I’m not justifying any undeserved violence, by LEOs.
However. I think one of the problems, is burnt out officers.
I’ve seen it, a LOT.
Racism is certainly, sometimes, a factor. As is officers with personality problems, or itchy trigger fingers.
But. Some are just burnt out from the job, and shouldn’t be doing it anymore.
One incident reminds them of hundreds of others, and they can’t be impartial anymore…
I still do an occasional bouncing job. But, I’m otherwise retired.
Part of the reason why is I got burnt out…
A few months before I retired, I had an incident with a man (he happened to be black.)
I was trying to be reasonable with him. It was in my main venue. He had just sucker punched another man.
Me, and two of my other bouncers, had gotten him out the back door. He was VERY aggressive, and kept putting his finger in my face, while threatening me. I was standing on his foot (so he couldn’t sucker punch me. )
Eventually, he poked me under my eye. Then I slapped him across his face. It was a very hard slap. But. It was like I didn’t have control over myself. I just reacted. It was, at minimum, unprofessional. I would have been really upset, if one of my other officers did it. I was supposed to be “cooler.” I was the HOS (head of security.)
Long story short, he eventually sucker punched one of my other officers and was arrested.
BTW. Before his trial date, he killed a manager of a store he was robbing. The manager was nervous, and had trouble unlocking his safe. So. The man shot him in the back, killing him.
So. Now. The guy is back in jail, and awaiting charges for resisting arrest, assaulting an officer, armed robbery, and manslaughter.
All that being said. I fucked up.
I thought about it a lot. And my conclusion was that I was burnt out. I shouldn’t have struck that man.
After further consideration, I decided that I shouldn’t be a LEO, anymore…
I gave my CO notice, and I have been trying to find a new career since.
I didn’t slap that man, because I was racist. I just lost control…
I was tired of all the fighting. Tired of being punched, stabbed, shot at, spit on etc… And I didn’t think that I should do that type of work anymore…
Maybe someone should be evaluating ALL LEO’s, at intervals to make sure that they aren’t capable of being impartial anymore…....
I’ve regained my composure since, because I don’t do it every day/night. So. I rarely will take a HOS job, to make ends meet.
But. I don’t want to EVER have to do that work again…
Like I said, I’m just saying that the burn out variable, is relevant to the thread….But. Not a defense…..