Fair question, I guess.
But for the average human I think there’s a limit to how long we can “ponder”, or hold any single thought in our minds while excluding everything else. It’s not simply that we can’t tolerate the notion of our own death, it’s probably got more to do with the nuero sensory brain structure you refer to in your question.
It’s a mental characteristic reasearchers have observed and described for years, and philosophers and mystics have understood for centuries.
Here are Oxford nueroscientists reporting findings from brain scan experiments in 2019:
“At the lowest level, sensory information is mapped separately in the visual and auditory cortexes. Following this, this information is automatically integrated in the parietal lobe, which is located in the upper area of the brain. Only at a higher level of processing does the brain parse out the information from the previous stages and, if necessary, filter out disruptive sensory stimuli. This flexibility in perception is located in special areas of the frontal lobe that are responsible for abstract thinking.”
And here’s a passage taken from a discourse on Removal of Distracting Thoughts by the Buddha in 470 BC :
” Whenever we seek our higher mind there will still arise thoughts that are unwholesome, burdened with desire, hate, and with delusion. Then we may try to abandon them for other thoughts that are free of harmful things.
” But again our minds become clouded with delusion and coarse distractions. We then examine our weakness and resolve to struggle against what is evil.
“Even still our minds stray from true understanding, and false feelings return. Then we finally see the source of our confusion is the attention we give to formation of our own thoughts. When we release ourselves from selfish attention and look at our minds with only awarness free from desire, only then do we come to stillness, quiet, and true knowing.”
So what it all means is that our brains buzz with random inputs all the time, even when we sleep. It’s what allows flexiblity and adaptation. Shutting that flow down to focus on a single object, sensation, or idea takes years of disciplined mental training – or powerful drugs.