How do I learn to be okay with our new pets?

We got new dogs.
They are adorable and only 4 months old.

But the one is wanting to cuddle up to me and lay in my room. This is all too much.

I don’t want them right now. I don’t want these dogs so close to me. I think they are so cute but this is too fast.

I just want my other dog back. I would give up anything to have him with me.

It has only been 3.5 weeks since I lost my other lil baby…