What are you holding onto that’s holding you back?

My DUM.

This is very easy to answer.

Generational trauma
Childhood trauma
CPTSD

Inhibtions and fears

Being too patient, about my time loop belief. It’s been 26,500+ years.

Waiting for Cal to make it to the Rose Bowl in my lifetime.

Nothing.
I have cast it all to the wind.

My inferiority complex. It’s completely irrational, but you get used to always being a victim rather than doing something to overcome these issues.

Hope.

It both holds me back and sustains me at the same time.