[NSFW] Am I wrong to feel this way?

Okay so, from what I hear having sex, whether it’s your first time or not should be special and fun and whatnot. But here’s the thing, I don’t get it. Like, I GET it, but I don’t get it. I have always felt that sex isn’t really THAT special and the only time it is is when a person is trying for a baby. It’s just I don’t see what’s so, I dunno, great about sex. It could be due to me being autistic (don’t get me wrong i have heard that some autistic people actually like sex and that’s fine, I’m just not one of them) and the fact that I’m pretty much asexual and I have zero interest in sex. Some also say that sex betters a relationship in which, I find kinda “bullcrap” considering there are plenty of ways to better/deepen a relationship without resorting to just sex. My thing is, sex to me is like making a sandwich: you do something and then you’re satisfied with it and move on don’t make such a big fuss over it it’s getting old. Like I said, I understand, but I just DON’T understand.

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