Are there random moments that you are still irritated/annoyed about years later?

I had a deal with my university, in 1999, that they would leave a portion of my student loans for medical expenses/insurance.

I owed ~$100 to Alberta Healthcare, and refused to transfer my file to Blue Cross. They promptly canceled my mental health medicine. I didn’t have $100.

So I was left in university and my student loans where already proccessed.

I crashed slowly. I managed to pass the first year without my anti-psychotics. I tried to get commited but the hospital administration said no. Until 2003, and finally in 2012.

The rest was just cleared up in December 2024. Half of my student loans are forgiven. Also the train wreck of my life is back, finally, on the rails.

Thank you for asking, SergentQueen. I needed to vent. I’m a bit bitter. If I could go on strike I would.

I am always here for you Red :)

@SergeantQueen Thanks. (((HUGS))) I keep fighting. I belive
thatMmy time travel would be resolved if my university experience was settled.

When I was a kid, I had a fudge chocolate bar and a friend of mine pleaded to be allowed a bite. I gave him a bite and he took almost all it into his slavering jaws leaving me with the paper and a short stub of fudge. It annoys me to this day.

None. I don’t harbor feelings. That leaves me stuck in the past
For me, dwelling on past events can lead to emotional distress and difficulty in forming new relationships or opportunities.