Oh dear. You see, my name used to be either plok, or zhop. Plok is a shortened version of “bad” in russian, and zhop is a shortened version of “ass,” again, in russian. So you put them together, and you get “badass,” which, if you know me, I am anything but. Oh dear, accidental pun there,I swear. I am a wannabe badass, because badasses get all the girls. I suppose it doesn’t hurt that I am also an ass man. (Ok, not really, but it makes a kind of poetic justice doesn’t it?)
Anyway, in searching for an appropriate avatar, I came across this image, which seemed appropriate on another level. You can look at it as an ass, and a lot of people don’t seem to be able to get beyond that, but it is also a map of the world, which is a major concern of mine.
So, I am honoring my more universal or political concerns at the same time as making a visual pun about my personal concerns. At the time I first used this avatar, I was also in a manic phase of my disorder. Since I only get hypomania, it was a mild mania, but it allowed me to use this, because I don’t think I would have used it, otherwise, and you can see that although I used it for a few days here, I soon replaced with something more sober.
So there, Nimis! You see, it is very much related to art (and the interpretation thereof) and depression, or, in my case, the other side of depression: mania.
I want to say one other thing. I really hope people will take this in the spirit of fun. I got in trouble on Askville (or should I say, Assville, although it is anything butt), because, apparantly, a number of people complained about it. I think people over there are kind of humorless, in general, with a few notable exceptions. For me, it is not an insult to anyone but myself, for both being who I am, and for not being who I wish I could be.
Hah! How many other people put that much thought into their avatars? Aren’t I deep?~