The first impression I got from reading your posts here is that you seem to have yourself stuck in a spiral of negativity. I read most of the suggestions from the others trying to help you here, and I don’t see you responding to them, just typing out most negativity and hostility for those around you and you situation.
You seem to me to be a very angry and confused young man who pretty much just wants to be left alone, to do as he pleases. In order to do that, you will have to deal with people, and put up with some things that you don’t like in order to survive.
My fiance has aspergers syndrome, and he feels very much the same way you do about society. I see a lot of him in you. You seem to be the type of person who marches to his own drum, and there is certainly nothing wrong with that.
You will however, have to give in to society at least enough to get a job to support yourself, so you can one day be on your own, and live the way you choose when in your own home.
But in order to do these things, Let’s start with baby steps. By that I mean, what can you do right now to change your life and start on the road to happiness today? Have you had a job before?
What are you good at? If you can even find a part time job to get started, it will get you out there and help you learn how to deal with people. I am not saying you are crazy, because I don’t think you are. I think you are different, but there’s nothing wrong with that. Embrace that, but know that people are cruel, and may not embrace it too.
There are people out there that specialize in helping people with problems like the ones you deal with. I think a good start if you are able would be to visit a behavior modification therapist. they help people learn how to “blend in”, and deal with society on a daily basis, so they can be more self sufficient. They aren’t mental health therapists, per se, they just help people like you who need a little extra help getting started.
I wish you well, and hope you are able to find the help you need. when I met my fiance, he was just as angry as you, and hated everyone… barely even trusted me. I have helped him learn how to deal with the assholes out there who made him miserable, and I kind of interpret the world for and to him. he is blossoming, and is growing happier every day, but it has taken 7 years to get to this point, so you have a long road ahead of you. don’t lose sight of your goal to be happy. stick with it, and you will make it one day with some hard work.