Hmm…my longest friend is probably 12 years. We were not always best of friends, but over the years our friendship has evolved. I probably have about 6 close girlfriends, 3 of which I know will be in my life forever, which may not seem like a lot, but means more than anything to me, especially since growing up I didn’t have many great friends.
One of them is a traveler, so we often meet in faraway places and divulge everything to one another. We are a lot alike because we enjoy all of the same music, literature, art, which makes us able to hang out with one another for months straight without being weird. My other two friends are always there for me and I love them dearly and I adore certain parts of their personalities, but we are not necessarily a lot alike.
I have always found it hard to keep friendships with guys. I have a boyfriend of 4 years now, and we are really like best friends. I feel the same way about him, we like all the same stuff, and can hang out constantly without being annoyed. But a relationship isn’t exactly a best friend.
For a long time I was still friends with my best friend from kindergarten. We were friends for 18 years. Nothing happened between us, but we live in the same city and never talk. I erased her phone number because she never calls me back. Deep in my heart I really miss her, and I hope that things change and we can become friends again in the future when things are better for her.
I’ve had good friends that have just pleasantly drifted away, and perhaps we keep in touch once a year, but other than that we don’t really talk. I have had two falling outs in my lifetime, both because the other person was too controlling and our relationship got out of hand. I used to be really shy and easygoing, so I felt like people would take advantage of this part of me. I can’t really blame the other person, since you create your own reality and I let them take advantage of me in the first place. It is a lesson to be learned. I don’t do that anymore.
But I do also like making new friends! New friends are fun, and I hope to keep making them too…