On Sunday I went upstate to the farm, and, though there wasn’t half as much to do as last time, when I got home last night I was pretty exhausted. And I had a bad headache.
But this morning afternoon when I woke up I felt so nice. I had the most refreshing sleep I’ve had in a long time, and the temperature was excellent. (I don’t have an air conditioner in my room, and I usually leave the window open, so it can get pretty hot some nights.) It was raining lightly when I got up, but the sun was out, and it was unusually quiet outside- very peaceful. I took a shower, the first since Sunday morning, as we don’t have a working shower upstate at the moment, and put on my most comfortable pair of jeans and a well worn t-shirt.
I had cake for breakfast. It was beautiful outside. It wasn’t hot or cold or wet. No humidity. Oh man it was perfect.
I called up a friend and asked if he was up for some frisbee. We got high and went to the park. (Then we played frisbee, obviously.) Too bad you weren’t there Adam.
Then we chilled and then I walked to the library. It was so noisy in the library!!! Everyone was talking to each other. It was so weird, because it’s usually so quiet. But everyone was so happy. At first I thought there must have been some sort of event that had just ended, but there wasn’t. It was just something that happened. I’ve never seen such solidarity between strangers under those conditions. I joined in for a while.
Then I walked home. The weather was perfect. On Saturday my parents had a graduation party for me and one of the guests was telling me how he remembered what it felt like right after he graduated high school, with the whole world in front of him. He said “it must be a great feeling.” and I said yes even though I didn’t feel that way. From a logical point of view I knew what he meant, but I didn’t feel it.
Well, tonight while walking home I did feel it. I am young, and I can do anything and I am free and it is great. Oh I can’t describe it. But it feels so good.
Then I got home and ate some food and then I went for a walk and I found some plastic pots in the garbage that are going to be great for planting stuff in.