Is anything bothering you today?

My birthday was a few days ago, my dad still hasn’t called.
My garbage can lid blew away. I’m out of gummy bears.

My boyfriend never talks after we have a fight. He just pretends it will go away. The woman at goodwill was very rude. The potatoes I bought taste atrocious. I’m hungry and lazy.

Happy birthday @elijahsuicide! I hope your dad calls soon.

My shoulder hurts.
There is nothing yummy and sweet to eat.
I didn’t sleep well last night and I have been in a haze all day.

It is 8:04 pm and I am still hungover. I am starving and we are out of food. I have 2 dollars in the bank. I have check for 650$ but I need to take the bus to the bank to put it in. I don’t have bus money.

well, the cable comapany sucks! the just block 40 channels for no reason,they are coming tomorrow to fix the problem, what they don’t know is that i cannot live without mtv hits, so, if they don’t fix it, i will definitely switch to directv :s

I’ve finally come to the conclusion that I’m depressed. Lack of motivation, low energy, sleeping lots and not wanting to do much/or doing much (other than slaving through work, watching mindless t.v. and sleeping). I think that the last few months and the goings on have caught up to me now. I have realized that I can’t freaking do it all and need to distance myself from some people in my life right now. I get to see my counselor (first time next week) and I’m thinking about getting on some meds to help get me out of my funk. Fun times.

My iMac needs ram- it is so bloody slow that a project that should have taken two days max is on day 7.

I have found and exceeded the limits of my patience. Thank God for beer.

I just took a peek at wis.dm and someone singled out my husband and called him an a-hole. Oh well, it’s just the Internet. It still pisses me off though.

Update… My sister just got home and gave me 7 dollars. I now have beer and bus money.

I woke up at 8:00 a.m. to “watch” my mom go to horseback riding class. I spent the entire hour inside because it was too cold. I had no coffee or anything to wake me up. Oh, and did I mention that Im on vacation???
ugh, that rhyme I just did bothers me.

Well I am going on my 4th or is it 5th week of being sick had a fever of 103 and the doctor says to wait another 2–3 days… I have to do several projects while being extremely sick, and my girl friend is on a trip so I haven’t see her for a couple days. I haven’t bee. To the store and I am sick so I can’t find much to eat other then instant soup. Oh and lastly I have been at home doing nothing for weeks so I am bored out of my mind.

Yes.

I’ve felt pissed off since last night. I got my period and I’m not supposed to get it for another week and half. I’m on the pill, too. WTF???!!!

Sorry, TMI?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @elijahsuicide!

I had been chatting up this 20-something at work, and she just cut me off out of the blue, so I’m vascillating between vindictiveness and feeling like a letch. Plus, it reinforces my abysmal record with anyone under 30.

@elijahsuicide Happy belated birthday! I’m glad that you asked this question. I was actually thinking of asking it myself. :D

@Deathcabforhottie Hope you feel better soon.

I stood in line for an hour ro see Richard Dawkins and was 30 people behind the last person to get in. Stupid, stupid UCSD booked his lecture at a theater that holds only 500, and 1500 showed up. Grrrr….

@jonsblond – that burns my butt, too! It is just the internet, but seriously, how petty to run and call someone a name. GRRR!

@elijahsuicide – Happy Birthday – belated- to you! I like you too much to sing to you.

@deathcabforhottie – please feel better soon

@jmah – your Fluther friends are here for you.

My sister got laid off today. Just when things were going right for her. She broke down, I couldn’t do a damn thing to make her feel better. I hugged her and let her cry. I just wish life would give her a break. She deserves one.

@cak thanks

Yesterday it was 83 degrees and sunny. I assumed it would be similar today. I wore a t-shirt to school so I wouldn’t burn up. Wrong. It was about 65 and rained all day. Not sprinkled – rained. I was wet and cold most of the day.
But when I sat down in class a cute boy sat next to me and asked if I was cold. When I said yes he offered me his sweatshirt. After class we went and got a burrito together.
I’d say it was a good day.
(P.S. – I actually like the rain.)

@Allie that sounds really romantic… it must have been awesome… did you share it with anybody? don’t you sometimes feel like you want people to know what’s going on as it happens? lol

Good 4 you sweetness

I didn’t place into an acceptable level of Spanish for someone who’s dedicated as much time to it as I have though it looks good on paper. I have to pass chemistry, and the class is graded on a curve; combine that with the fact I’m a liberal arts major in a sea of science majors and it’s not looking good for me. My “friends” haven’t cared or noticed I’ve transferred to their school. I’m tired all day, except when it’s time to go to bed.

I have stopped confronting the things I feared most. I have stopped doing the most difficult thing first. I have been seeking escapism instead of resolution. I put off and procrastinate the things I do not want to do… I am turning into a coward because I feel trapped by my situation and don’t know what else to do.

I’m in a huge pile of debt with a job that I’m underqualified and overpaid for, working for an abusive boss in a depressed economy. Everybody tells me I’m being a fucking fool because hey, at least I have a job (shut your whining mouth you ungreatful wretch).

I’m not asking for help or advice or even the suggestion of a solution. Actually, I REALLY don’t want to hear anything of the kind. I know what must be done to make me happy, and what I must do to survive…. happiness is not the bottom line here; survival is.

Most of you barely know me—- If I could express clearly how unnatural and alien the emotions of depression and dispair are for me, I would. I have always been my own recharging battery of happiness and optimism.

I started reading this post in a good mood, but now that I’m done, I’m depressed. :-(

Also, they’re ending the show fosters home for imaginary friends. :*-(

@toomuchcoffee911 oh no. My entire family loves that show. Very sad news.

@cak the final five episodes are playing this sunday, I think. Sob!

@toomuchcoffee911 I think I’ll wear all black. I’ll be in mourning. I’m not telling my daughter, right now. There will be a huge rant that I can’t handle, right now. So sad. I must go mope, now.

I just got told that my vacation is canceled until further notice because of the fucking swine flu… we’ve had no cases in our district yet… or the state for that matter…. and there are plenty of other doctors who can cover my shifts.

@Dr_C oh, that really stinks. I’m sorry!

@3or4monsters I understand what you are going through. My husband and I discussed the possibility of bankruptcy this evening because we are so far into debt. I can hardly handle the stress anymore. It really helps to have a place to vent. I hope that you can find your way through this difficult time. :)

The fact that I’m apparently nocturnal!? WTF?!

I can’t do shit during the day (I’m mostly speaking of exercise since I’m preparing for a backpacking trip), but now I’m sitting here at 10:30 pm all ready to go! Maybe I should join 24-hour fitness…

I did end up running/going to the gym at dusk…whoo hoo I’m a fucking vampire

@jonsblond good luck. We’re looking at that option too. We’ll all survive this, no matter what happens. Gotta look at the bigger picture, I guess. :)

@3or4monsters At least we don’t have the swine flu?~ :)

@Dr_C sad indeed.

In 15 days I exhibit in NY- provided H1N1 does not escalate. If cancelled I will meet you in your confinement and bring tequila.