@whitenoise I agree with whitenoise (lurve for you darling). So let me just add a bit more to that.
@DominicX already asked a very perceptive question. Is ‘belief’ the same as ‘knowing’? Well, as we all know, this isn’t the case. Belief and knowledge are two separate, though interlinked, things.
Belief has to do more with emotions.
Knowledge, in the conventional sense, has to do more with the head (such as logic and reason).
Religion, to the common man on the streets, isn’t exactly a very logical thing. There are many things within religion which seem to defy logic and reason. Thomas Aquinas wrote something which logically proves God’s existence (don’t ask me to quote and reference, because I haven’t read it. All I know is that this resource exists [as to whether I believe that it’s true, well… Just like I said, I haven’t read it, hence no comment]), but for the sake of argument here, let us all assume that we haven’t read it.
Whenever people say that they’ve had an experience with God, they don’t tell you that they’ve logically processed it out. Why? Because they felt it so strongly and believe in it so much. It’s an emotional reaction to an event. It’s possible to always logically explain things (eg, oh you survived because of that lucky snowbank), but to believers, that doesn’t detract from the experience itself.
Miracles don’t stop being miracles just because you can explain them.
Likewise, I can claim to know something, but I don’t necessarily believe in it. Like I know that Obama exists. It doesn’t mean that I have to believe in him.
Religion wouldn’t be religion without the emotional religious experiences. It’d be dead. As someone once told me, “you can logically explain religion all you want, but at some point, you can’t logically explain it anymore. You’ll have to take that leap of faith in order to complete the whole thing”. I believe that that’s true.
I myself can’t know for sure whether God exists. I’m quite certain that most, if not all, of us will be very hard-put to prove or disprove God’s existence. But I believe that he exists. Why? Because I can feel him in my life. My knowledge is derived from many things, and emotion is large part of it. But to say that I concretely know that God exists… Heh.. Well.. That’s more complicated..
But this doesn’t really mean anything, because God is very real in my life. I believe that God exists, because I’ve seen him working in my life. Paradoxical as this may seem, there are times when I may not know that he exists and is working in my life, but I always feel it. I always realise it when reflecting on events in my life.
Perhaps another issue here is the way the word ‘know’ is so loaded with many connotations. Honestly speaking, I can say to myself right now that I know that God exists, but if I were challenged straight, I would probably slip into ‘believe’. Why? Maybe it’s just because I don’t like provoking. Maybe it’s just because I don’t want to get into religious discussions.
But you can’t just call us agnostics just because we say that we don’t know as compared to believe. I feel that that’s a misunderstanding of how things really work.
To answer @DarkScribe‘s original query, this may seem a bit counter-intuitive, but it’s flawed to judge Christians based on their day-to-day actions. We’re all flawed in some way. We’ll all fail. Sure, I try to live up to what a Christian is supposed to be, but I’ll always fail. Why? Because what doctrine asks for is virtually impossible for humans to do. I mean, always love? Even your enemies? Offer the other cheek when you’re struck? Don’t commit adultery (but know that as long as you even look at another lustfully you’re committing adultery)? Who in their right mind would be able do this?
It’s up to us to live up to what a Christian is supposed to be to the best of our abilities. And if many fail, then that’s just sad. And disappointing. But it’s human…
So now, I’m sorry if what you’ve seen has made you doubt Christians. We know we’re supposed to try. But maybe we just don’t believe enough.
But I’m trying…