@JLeslie – if you were going for good conversation with people who mostly wonder that same thing, then you picked the right forum. If you were looking for a wide sampling of evangelicals, then this probably wasn’t the best place to ask.
My beliefs are like yours, to be very specific about what they are, I don’t actually call myself an “atheist” and I think there is an important distinction to be made, one which I would put forth would anyone ever choose to question me on the topic.
To me, via the definition of atheist, it conjures to me the image of someone who simply does not belive in God, period, end of discussion. To me, atheism and adherence to a particular religious dogma without any question, without any ability to question the answers one has arrived at are both closed off ways of thinking, and though I personally do not have faith in a particular God, nor do I suspect one exists, I too would have somewhat of a problem voting for a person who was an avowed atheist in the sense of the word meaning, no God, not possible.
My belief is that it is unlikely…highly unlikely in fact that there is a “God” as we understand the concept. I believe that most of the religious systems of belief which I have encountered have more to to with mysticism and gullibility, and a need to know the answers to the 3 questions where the answers are so far unknowable…“where did we come from”, “why are we here”, and “what happens when we die?” I believe that inasmuch as there may be an ultimate purpose for mankind, it may well have to do with answering those very questions, but for now, all we have is theory.
Now religious theory in my opinion, hell, not even in my opinion, just plain IS elevated in our society to the same status as scientific theory. However, a scientific theory is based on direct observations over a long time period, hypotheses are formed, and tested and retested and retested, by different people with different points of view over decades at minimum. A scientific theory is something that has stood up to countless repeated tests by a significant enough number of people that it is no longer subject to testing bias, and once it has been upheld over and over and over again, it becomes a scientific theory. In fact, gravity is still a theory, but it’s one that has worked so well for so long and has repeatedly and consistently held up to centuries of testing.
A religious theory has nothing more persuasive to offer than that people believe in it. There is no objective test, there is nothing one can observe and develop a test for that can be replicated by religious people all over the planet. So, due to this, I think a lot of people who consider themselves “atheist” simply see a couple of theories….one which seems to be backed up by countless tests, and the other which is widely believed. The more likely answer is that religion gave people a way to make sense of the world before they had ways to explain it.
I think that definition of my worldview is not satisfied by the term “agnostic” rather I think of agnosticism as doubt and atheism as certainty. And until we can actually answer those questions, rather than have theories, no matter how sound the theories may seem, it seems like no one can definitively say that there wasn’t some sort of intelligent being that brought this all about.
And I think that though theists may misunderstand that viewpoint, which is how a great number of self acclaimed “atheists” think, the connation is that an atheist would not be someone who would be electable as someone who leads and sets the rules for the rest of us. A true “atheist” would probably seek to remove God from our institutions and our very culture. A true “atheist” President might make it harder for theists to hold and express their views. I think it boils down to fear, just like most things. God is such an important part of so many peoples’ lives that even if someone expressed all the right attitudes and values, it’s very hard for some to see how a person could not believe…what would have to be wrong with a person to deny HIS majesty, after all. And for some, I think it goes further, there are those who believe that only Satan himself would seek to deny God, and therefore it is a demon working through any person who does not accept what to them is quite obvious. Again, just like everything else we humans do, it’s often about fear that somehow this change from what we are used to will be tantamount to taking away something from the rest.