Because I have low self-esteem and feel somewhat worthless and ineffective, and fluther gives me instant feedback that at least someone values my knowledge and/or writing skills.
Because it helps me figure out what I think about things. In the process of writing an answer, I usually learn a lot.
Because I enjoy seeking out evidence to support answers.
Because helping others makes me feel good.
Because while I don’t believe anything I say is worth much, I believe I can see things in a useful way.
Because I’m lonely.
Because I can get support and help when I’m depressed.
Because it sometimes makes me feel like others care about me (although at other times it makes me feel like I don’t matter—double-edged sword that way).
Because it keeps my mind occupied, and it makes me feel like I’m doing something that could be useful one day. Keeping my mind occupied helps me avoid bad thoughts—such as suicidal thoughts (and it works hooray, hooray)!!!
Because it provides a form of desensitization therapy. I am constantly being exposed to things that make me feel bad about myself. I can’t stay away from them. So I figure that maybe this exposure is helping me learn how to cope better with my duplicitous mind.
Because it lets me talk about things I can’t talk about anywhere else.
Because I can be crazy and a cheater and have all kinds of socially unacceptable ideas and people don’t seem to be shunning me.
Because I’m fucked so much I don’t know which way is up, but it doesn’t really seem to matter because everyone else is just as fucked as I am. Ok, almost as fucked ;-)
Because I can use adult words and talk about adult themes and I won’t get moderated.
Because I’m sad and feel like crying and no one can see.
Because I think too much.