Do you feel like other people are having more fun that you? Or are you the one having all the fun?

It’s Friday night, and I’m sitting at home, fluthering, and there are no questions in my queue. Reminds me of when I was younger, and I was alone at home on date night. And then I looked at all the folks who went to the clubs and taking drugs and I felt like I missed out on that fun, too.

I keep reminding myself that I don’t actually enjoy clubs—too much smoke and the music makes my ears hurt. I don’t really want to use drugs to get high when I know I can achieve the same effect through dance and music (and it is so much easier to recover from).

Still, I’ve never felt like I’ve had as much fun as other people do.

Which side are you on? Are you on the inside looking out or the outside looking in? Or do not not care to look?