Oh wow, your last paragraph reminds me that I have the same fear as what you describe in the last paragraph.
What you describe, completely immobile, unable to communicate and conscious is precisely what happens to people who experience something called “anesthesia awareness”.
That is everything you described above PLUS excruciating pain.
They did a news report on this a number of years ago and it was horrible.
Surgeons and Anesthesiologists don’t like to admit that this happens. They pooh-pooh this and attempt to discredit patients who claim this by insisting that the patient
was dreaming and merely imagined they were conscious.
But some people have repeated conversations between OR personnel verbatim after the were supposed to have already been sedated.
Can you imagine what it would be like to feel the scalpel slicing through you ? That’s exactly what has happened to some and they’ve Been traumatized for life.
The reason they can’t move a muscle, not even a finger or even cry is because a paralytic is administered along with the anesthesia.
Granted, the percentage of patients to whom this happens is small. But that’s little comfort if you end up being one of them. Percentages are hardly any comfort then.
There is a way to ensure adequate anesthesia with brain wave monitoring, but good luck finding a hospital that does this.
I eventually need knee replacements and I just dread the whole idea.
Untill you mentioned that, I had shoved it out of my mind. Just give me a good ol’ snake or spider any day. Anything is preferable to feeling oneself being sliced up and unable to stop it. Ugh.