hello Trillian.
I’m new to this website; your question about ayahuasca appeared on a Google alert in my mailbox. I thought you might find it helpful to hear about ayahuasca firsthand. I went to the Amazon eight years ago, and spent two weeks in Peru drinking ayahusca. I’d first come across this plant medicine – it is a medicine, not a drug – in Canada, when a shaman/medicine person led some ceremonies for a small group of friends and friends of friends. I’d never heard of ayahuasca at the time; although I’d had my share of recreational experiences with drugs before – marijuana, LSD, and so on.
The ceremonies were absolutely life-changing; it was the whole experience – the man who led the ceremonies held the space with integrity, and was very experienced in navigating the worlds that are encountered on these journeys, the icaros (songs sung during the ceremonies) were exquisite and an integral part of the experience, and the whole experience was an meeting with the great Mother herself.
Drinking ayahuasca is not like any ‘normal’ psychedelic trip (if there is such a thing!), even though are often similar aspects. It is a healing journey, an opportunity to receive deep insights into your heart and in to Life itself. Healing can take place in the deepest sense of coming into right relationship with oneself, with others, and with life – especially what we in the West (or North, depending on your perspective) call “nature” or “Mother Earth.” In the Andes they call all of this “Pachamama.”
A key element to the journeys is your personal intention, why are you here?
I had two journeys with this particular shaman in Canada, and then five more in the jungle. Since that time I have drunk the medicine altogether over twenty times, in the USA, Canada, and Peru. It is a profound gift of spirit to be called to be with her. If you feel called, and it is right, you will meet her. Don’t be greedy about seeking the experience – and especially, if she does come your way, approach her with humility, respect, and an open heart.
Some people take the medicine without ceremony, and it’s just not the same. This is not a journey for the faint of heart because you have to let go, to let go of your ego and open your heart and mind to Life, in the biggest sense. These journeys can be a catalyst to help you see who you really are, and to know what your life is really about.
The real secret to having the benefit of this medicine is to bring all that you receive into your ‘other life’, your daily life. Then the gifts grow with you.
Mother Ayahuasca came as a gift in to my life, and at times she reappears; if I feel called to be with her I go, if not, I don’t. The lessons I learned from being in the jungle were simple, and profound, summed up in these five words: “Listen. Breathe…and Let Go.” Those words have been a mantra for meditation for me, for over seven years. And there is so much more…
I hope you find what you are looking for, blessings be with you,
Terence
Crystal Mountain, British Columbia