You ask “Why not snatch it up and let fate happen?”
The obvious answer is because you are no longer a single unemcumbered young lady looking for adventure. You are, more importantly, a Mother. THIS is your primary responsibility now. I think it’s your Mothers instinct that has you hesitating about this. It’s your decision whether to listen to it or not.
The consequences of letting “fate” just happen don’t just fall upon you. These consequences fall upon your son as well regardless of whether you think they do or not. The reality is that if this ends up as a giant mistake your son suffers as well.
You can choose to make excuses to keep yourself oblivious to this but it won’t change reality.
What harm is there in listening to your instinct and waiting until you two are married?
If you’re in love now and it’s meant to be then waiting a year or more won’t change that.
The reason he hasn’t said he loves you is pretty simple. If he were sure that you were the only one for him, the one whom he wants to spend the rest of his life with and grow old together with, don’t you think he would want to let you know that?
Obviously he isn’t sure yet. You may be but he isn’t and you can’t make him be.
I have the sinking feeling that in spite of the caution that most of us are urging, you’ll just go ahead and let ” fate” take over.
I think fate is just being used as a handy excuse for ignoring your instincts. In the majority of life our fate is in our own hands by the decisions we make ( or fail to make).
You have it within your power to stop the too fast forward momentum of this moving in together situation. Your fate is in your hands. And also the fate of your son.
For his sake, I hope you choose to wait until the two of you have a firm life plan in place and are on the same page.
You are all wrapped up in your need to hear him say three words as if that’s a magic wand or something. You really need to stop trying to live in a fairy tale and magic thinking.
I actually applaud him for being honest with you and himself and not saying it until he is sure. But moving in together is not a realistic substitute either.
Why not just wait and let time prove out the situation for your son’s sake? If it’s truly meant for you two to be together long term in marriage, then it will still be true a year or two from now.
You already went against your deepest instinct and beliefs about not living together before marriage once and it proved to be a disaster ( in your own words). Why would you choose to make the same mistake twice?
If this one doesn’t work out, how many more men do you want traipsing in and out of your son’s life?
Why not exercise a little caution and put the brakes on this time around? If both of you are truly in love with each other, time shouldn’t do any harm and will allow you both the time to get to know each other and really hash out the details of your future life together.
I’m not exactly sure what you mean about flipping the economy card over in your head. I’m assuming you’re meaning that obviously it saves money for the two of you to be living in one place.
But is any amount of money saved going to be worth the potential heartbreak and upheaval if moving too quickly again results in another disaster. How do you measure the emotional cost of being too hasty. Can you place a dollar amount on what would make up for your son’s heartbreak as well as your own?
These are just some very important things to weigh carefully, especially in light of your past experience and current vulnerability. I realize that the idea of having someone in your life to ease that burden is very appealing. But if it ends up another disaster from not looking long enough before leaping, is that worth it ?
Well you asked for opinions and you’re getting them but the decision is yours alone. I do feel that placing so much importance on saying three words really misses the point completely. Trying to pressure him into it makes no sense really. If it isn’t yet his reality you can’t force it to be so.
Waiting until there is a firm marriage plan in place is a lot wiser than trying to force something. You have it within you power to create a better “fate” than the last situation you were in.
I hope you exercise the wisdom to listen to your more cautious instincts this time around. But in the end, the decision is totally yours. We can just be voices on the Internet. I wish the best for you and your son.