I did it (with her? to her? for her?—for myself, definitely!) in the tenth year of our marriage. She told me she had done it with me many times (with her hand only, I think, or even I would have woken up).
But I wouldn’t do it again without a certain knowledge ahead of time that it wouldn’t be enjoyed if she woke up in the middle of it—or wouldn’t mind being told about it in the morning. I’m sensitive to rape, as every man should be.
I don’t understand why the idea doesn’t turn people on, though—I hope I’m not just that weird.
Waking up in the middle of the night with a raging hard-on… and a sleeping wife with little or no bedclothes on a summer night. I just reach over and touch her to see if I can wake her to make this a mutual act… and she doesn’t wake up because she’s so sound asleep.
But her body responds to my touch, and… I respond more to her response. So I touch her more intimately.
Her body responds even more automatically, and I can tell because of where my fingers are, and what is now on them, that she is ready for the act. And though she doesn’t appear to be awake—her breathing hasn’t changed, unless it has gotten deeper , it’s still just as regular as before. And she seems to be smiling, and her legs are definitely opening for me.
And so… I start. Tentatively, because I certainly don’t want to hurt her if she’s not perfectly ready, and I don’t want to wake her from her dream, if that’s what she thinks this is, but I know that if she were awake she’d be totally willing and wanting, so… there’s no reason not to.
So I position myself, and her body continues to respond. This is totally natural. Other than the fact that she’s not speaking words to me, the unspoken dialog between us is perfectly natural.
She claimed in the morning not to know anything, but she was smiling all day. We did it twice the next night as I told her about the previous night.
Hell yes, I’d do it again.