@Qingu, I’ll preface by saying the experience of believing a conspiracy theory (although it is really more a matter of “seeing” one) is a slippery slope… it’s quite easy to believe them all if you believe one. The experience, especially in the beginning, is also akin to crashing through a fairly bottomless pit of false bottoms (if that makes sense), so what may have been what I thought was fairly solid ground a year ago may be superseded by something more plausible today.
I suppose the gist of it for me is whether I trust the official account, which is something I never really had cause to question until I stumbled on alternate theories for 9/11. although when I look back I can recall being spontaneously predisposed to similarly flavored ideas such as when I (prior to understanding conspiracies) read The Da Vinci Code for the first time as well as The Gulag Archipelago and learning about colonialism, third world politics/minority politics and cultural hegemony in college. More than likely anymore, I don’t—especially when it relies on “incompetence theory” or if it involves a cast of characters that I think are likely under the influence of a “globalist” agenda. So I look for plausible alternatives. What seems to be shaking out for me more often than not nowadays with “conspiracy beliefs” are ideas that walk between the two public sides of a debate.
Examples:
Is man made global warming/anthropogenic climate change true?
The words are true. Man is affecting the climate (or more precisely the weather and probably tectonics), just not in the way most people think. I simply can’t reconcile the hushed pursuit of weather control technology, the plain-as-day evidence of chemtrails, and the nebulous debate about how to implement carbon taxation. That doesn’t detract from believing that industry has harmed the environment and that green efforts are worthwhile. I just don’t think the global warming narrative is truthful, and I really do think it is more akin to the high priests demanding human sacrifice to appease the gods—just now with logos-based testaments instead of mythos.
I also pay attention to what the “chant” is… “Global warming is real!” “Global warming is fake!” What is the chant? “Global warming! Global warming!” What does the chant create room for in peoples’ consciousness? Weird weather. And guilt.
Did man set foot on the moon?
Yes, but the version we were sold for how we got there wasn’t the true version, IMHO. My false bottom on this issue, in particular, was coming across Richard Hoagland’s findings of photographic artifacts (i.e. on NASA-released film media and prints, not on the moon itself), which he claimed were evidence of massive “glass structures” on the moon. While that didn’t sound likely, the artifacts were certainly undeniable. When I later came across this article, which explained the artifacts as evidence of giant curtains of Scotchlite (a precursor to green screen) that seemed to make more sense. I also can’t think of a single plausible reason for us not having returned in 40 years except for the will of the people who make those decisions not to do so.
I don’t debate much on the Holocaust for a variety of reasons, and I’m certainly not a denier. If I were to question anything about it, it would be whether the 6 million figure is accurate and whether Khazars (which I vaguely understand to be a subset of Jews who are largely the byproduct of a ruling family’s politically motivated conversion to Judaism in the 9th or 10th century) were sold out to get Israel off the ground. But, this is just a back-burner whiff of an idea that I’ve never really followed up on and will readily concede. I’m not anti-semitic, but I am doubtful about the motives of Zionists whether their last name is Steinberg or Biden.
I’m not sure how creationism is a conspiracy theory, except that there’s probably a funny joke about God being the conspirator in there somewhere.
So basically I’m distrustful, and that leaves me with the freedom/burden/delusion of fabricating my own explanation. Pun intended.