What makes you wonder? Are they angry with you? Do they resist your every request?
The answers to your questions can only be found in the fullness of time. I was estranged from my parents when I was a teen and twenties. My father completely disapproved of me. I plan to not do that to my kids. I want them to know that whatever they do, I will support them.
I am confident in them. Like any parent, I feel like they have incredible talents, and if they can organize themselves, they will do fine. I’m not hung up on them finding a lucrative field so they can support themselves. I want them to enjoy life, and find something they love doing to do.
My parents never told me what their expectations were, so I was shooting in the dark in trying to please them. I never got it right.
I plan to tell my kids clearly what my expectations are. They should try their hardest and they should so what they love doing. I do not expect them to make any amount of money, nor do I expect them tobe in any specific career.
I made very little money for a decade or two after college. I was chronically under-employed. Part of this was the economy at the time, and part of it was my personality.
Eventually I got to the point where my parents disappointment no longer threw me for a loop every time I spoke with them, and I had a decade or so of decent relations with them. Funny how this coincided with me having children—the only grandchildren they will ever have.
They don’t approve of the way we are raising our kids, as far as table manners and other manners are concerned. We care about that, but we see that as our job, not theirs, especially since they do it in such a demeaning way.
I treat my kids with respect. I let them know I love them and I am proud of them. Sometimes I slip into my parents ways. I try to recognize that and stop it.
But I think my kids will grow up better than I did. More secure. Knowing they are loved, and maybe even my son will learn to use his knife and fork instead of his fingers at dinner. That would/will drive my parents out of their minds, but we don’t sweat the small stuff, especially because we know how it can really mess someone up if you do.