I just turned 50 a few months ago and while never really fearing death, I have had some amazing openings of the transcendent kind over this last decade.
I have no fear of death, infact, I see it as a great adventure! lol
Of course I would not be thrilled to die a horrible and painful death, although very few of us will go peacefully in our sleep, but…death itself does not frighten me.
True, I have been on both sides of just about every fence there is, all the dichotomies apply.
Young/old (er)
Poor/comfortable
fat/thin ( holding my own ) lol
up/down
happy/sad
in love/in hate
city/country life
I married, had a child, have traveled some, have known extreme joy and extreme sorrow.
I feel I have had a well rounded life experience and while I don’t have a death wish, I can honestly say, if my numbers up, it’s cool.
Tonight, tomorrow, another 40 years.
Of course there is still a lot of mystery and adventure to be had, but, all in all, I do think that by mid-life most people have made their peace, within and without.
Everything from here on out is just frosting on the cake!
The age of wisdom is an awesome space to inhabit!