I was at my office on West 18th Street off 6th Avenue. I got an IM from a friend of mine who heard the story on the radio, and we though it was a small Cessna-type plane that crashed. I got off IM and turned on the TV to see what happened. The second plane flew over our area, but I didn’t pay attention to it until the VP of Sales came in screaming that a commercial plane had been practically over her car. A few seconds after that, we saw the plane crash into the South Tower on the Today Show. The receptionist and I looked at each other and said, “Osama bin Laden!” at the same time. We’d been discussing the report presented to the President and Secretary of State that had been in the New York Times over the past few weeks.
My boss kept calling and asking when I was going to have the budget for one of our clients. They were having an executive sales awards weekend at the end of September and I was co-producing it with someone at the office. My boss, who lived in New Jersey, and north of the city, was under the impression that it was also a Cessna crash at first, but even when he knew what was really happening, expected us to work. I hung up on him the 4th time he got through.
Everyone else in the office called family they could get hold of and made preparations to leave the city. It struck me later that no one but one person asked me how I was getting home or if I would be OK, but they asked each other. Aside from that, there was a lot of shrieking and crying. After the first tower fell, which we saw on the news, the panic became acute. I went outside to escape it, and walked down to the corner of 6th and 18th. As I was crossing the street, the South tower fell before my eyes. It took less than 5 seconds, and I’ll never forget it. I thought all my insides fell out at the same time. Horrible.
At that moment, I knew the people we’d been in talks with for our project and had done business with before, Jackie Sayegh-Duggan and Jay Magazine, event managers at Windows in the World, were dead. They’d had no chance. For a second there was silence. Then a low moan rose up from everyone on the street. I don’t remember if I made any noise. Then some people rushed over to the bagel vendor on the southeast corner, who appeared to be of Middle Eastern extraction, looking to hit him, but he was already on his knees wailing, and the cops stopped the men from hurting him.
I was too dazed to cry. I left the office maybe an hour after everyone else, and I was able to reach my friend, who was panicking because she hadn’t heard from her then-boyfriend, who worked downtown. We did end up reaching him and went to a pub on 36th and 5th. People were walking up from downtown covered in blood and dust. I don’t think I ever drank so much as I did that evening, and the place broke out in sobs after we saw 7 WTC collapse.
I didn’t go back to work until that Thursday, and of course, the “party weekend” project had been cancelled, much to my boss’s chagrin. I had taken the office manager, who had been the wife of a lobbyist in DC some years before, to scout Windows on the World with me almost a fortnight before on an equally beautiful day. I wanted her to see if the place was up to snuff. Jackie had somehow sussed out between very casual me and my well-dressed hat-wearing office manager that I was the one in charge. Jackie was so glamourous. I remember how much I envied her style and grace. I never met Jay in person, but I’d spoken to him on the phone plenty of times. He had a such a cheery voice, and we’d always joke a little during our calls.
I can’t believe it’s almost been 10 years now. There are moments where I still freeze up when I hear a plane flying low.