@Adirondackwannabe But of course. Boobs don’t talk. People talk. And of course, @Simone_De_Beauvoir, I do the best I can not to offend people, especially since I want them to like me.
You didn’t ask for your boobs. None of us asked for our bodies. Yet we have them, and people respond to them, consciously or subconsciously. You don’t identify as a woman and yet everyone, just about, who sees you identifies you as a woman. The only way you can get your body out of the equation is by communicating anonymously, as on fluther.
There are many differences in bodies that trigger various prejudices. Skin color, gender, clothing, abilities, height, fitness, beauty, etc, etc. Only in writing can we get people to engage with us first through our ideas. In physical situations, bodies come first. And physical reactions to bodies.
I think that if we want honest communication, we can’t hide our prejudices. I like breasts. Sometimes I just want to look at a pair until I die. Well, not really, but looking is good if touching is impossible. You, on the other hand, are offended by that kind of behavior. So if we meet, maybe it’s better for me to stare frankly, indicating that I find you sexually desirable (assuming I would), and then you can tell me that you are offended and feel like I do not see the rest of your personhood, and then we can negotiate where we want to go from there.
You are a sexual being as well as an intelligence with a lot of interesting ideas. I’m a sexual being, too, as anyone who has read much of my stuff will know. I’m obsessed. But not, I think, in a bad way. I would like to think I am obsessed in an aware way. I can critique my own behavior because I am aware of it, and I can talk about it without being ashamed about it. I know it can offend people, but I also know I do not intend any offense, and that I can work it out of my system, and move on to more civilized behavior. 90% of the time, I hide it, anyway, unless it is one of those involuntary glances, and even then, I jerk myself back to appropriate eye contact almost instantly.
I just want to be able to admit to this without being excoriated. I totally respect other people’s views on this. I do this, and I think I do it responsibly, and whether or not you believe it is involuntary, that’s how I experience it. I hope you will understand this and have some compassion for it, just as I understand how it can make a woman feel objectified and I have compassion for her.