@cockswain I don’t know you, so I don’t know how old you are. One thing I think you discover as you grow older is that the world is not at all as it seems. There is a lot of information in the world, but we filter most of it out. There is a practical reason for this—we then can live more efficiently, seeing only that which is absolutely necessary to see so that we can survive.
There’s a bit of research out there that suggests we see very little of what is available to see. It takes too much time. So our eyes actually collect a kind of sample of the information out there, and our brains make up the rest. We perceive it as a whole picture, unaware that most of what we “see” is made up by our brains.
As I grow older, I think I am gradually becoming more aware of other stuff that is in the world but that I don’t normally see because it is not necessary to see it. Also, since I have been sick, I have been having these occular effects that I never had before. Sometimes, at night, I will see what appear to be purple aurae on the road or on the edges of taller buildings.
I’m pretty sure this is something else my brain is making up, but why it is making it up, I don’t know. Normally, I would say it is a hallucination. I am seeing something that isn’t there. But I choose to see it as something magical, just because it suits me to have magic in the world. It gives me something to chew over. What does it mean? I mean, really, why would a road or a building have an aura? It’s something one could gnaw on endlessly because it doesn’t have to make sense.
Once I thought I saw an aura around a person. Now I don’t believe in aura readings because there is no way to verify the sight of an aura. I don’t even believe in my own “sight,” because I know no one else sees this stuff. But, as I say, it amuses me to treat it as if it is real. It makes me feel special, and God knows I deserve to feel special after what I’ve gone through. But deserving has nothing to do with it. I choose to feel special, and this helps.
I’m actually pretty good at figuring out what is going on with people, and offering helpful advice. I don’t have all that lurve for no reason. The reason why I am good is that I have this mental model of how people behave. I use it to great effect.
Lately, I’ve become more aware of the world that we don’t usually see. I think it does have an impact on us, but its impact is all inside our heads, so no one can tell whether it’s there or not.
Joseph Campbell has written a lot about what myth is. It is a story that conveys an archetypal human character or relationship or event. Myth may not be specifically real, but it is archetypally real. That is, it is a part of what I would call my mental model of how people act and interact. It contains a truth far more important than the issue of whether something is real or not.
The dragon is real. I have been, and may even now be in her presence. I don’t know what she is or why she is there, nor why I can detect her. She may not be real in a real-world kind of way, but she is real in an archetypal kind of way.
This dragon—when I am in her presence—fills me with a kind of energy that reminds me of those pictures you see of magma welling beneath a volcano, getting ready to blow. The energy I feel is this welling sensation, but not the “about to explode” part. She also has tremendous erotic energy. That part could explode, but for some reason, it is my job to see that it doesn’t.
What does this mean? How does it fit with your definition of real? How does my dragon relate to @RealEyesRealizeRealLies‘s dragons? Well, I can only answer the last question. The only way in which my dragon is similar to @RealEyesRealizeRealLies‘s dragon is that they have the same name.
You can decide about the reality on your own. I will worry about what it means. Meanwhile, I’m just going along for the experience. It makes me feel like a shaman of sorts. It makes me feel like I see things that other people don’t. I helps me feel special, which is something I want more of in my life.