This is from a note I put on Facebook a few days ago… not a lot of answers, but I hope it adds to the conversation:
Lately I seem to be trapped in a loop of a of head space where I’m not sure if I should just say screw it and settle into the predefined systems of control, or really rebel and what the latter would mean, really.
I’ve become increasingly aware lately that things are really beyond screwed up in this country, and in this world. I could almost let go the fact of our invented monetary systems if those invented systems were managed in an appropriate way by the issuing governments. That is to say, that 2% of the populace wouldn’t be holding well over 90% of all the wealth. That’s some serious mismanagement. Less than 10% is table scraps for a few semi-worthy peons. And as if that’s not bad enough by itself, it’s how that money is acquired, through the absolute and unrelenting destruction of our planet’s resources and converting those resources into poor product, built to be replaced (often), and usually having a toxic side effect product. (But they can dump that mess somewhere, probably in a third world nation where it’s easy to buy off the local officials.)
Our democracy, or republic, whatever distinction you want to make, used to be just that, but somewhere we became a capitalist republic, and became afraid of even considering anything socially minded at all. Even though, that’s really what a government is, right? A provider of a society? I expect my military to be defending me, not out scraping up new oil fields for Halliburton or new farmland for Monsanto. I expect my elected officials to represent me and my neighbors, not securing contracts for the insurance companies.
I expect to be able to find a job.
This is a sore point for me lately for obvious reasons. I’m extraordinary, seriously. I’m brilliant, meticulous, well educated, and able to hold my own in nearly any unexpected or straining work situation. So what’s the problem? Is my resume bad, or my cover letter? I don’t think so. There just aren’t enough jobs. Which is nice for corporations as the market of job seekers is desperate and willing to settle for even lower pay than what was likely already a declining pay versus inflation before they lost their job. This is more money mismanagement, since jobs would exist if people had money to spend. Which we don’t. Or at least I sure don’t. We’re in a situation where this generation, us young cynical 20 somethings, will be the first generation in a very long time that will make significantly less than our parents (and probably less than our grandparents, considering inflation.) What does that say about how money is distributed now?
I could continue on nearly endlessly, as I peel back each layer of repulsion and underneath is something even worse. Education that’s not designed to educate literate critical thinkers but to indoctrinate workers. Healthcare that serves its pharmaceutical and insurance overlords before it serves a single patient. Government agencies designed to protect the environment used to maintain decades out of date policy that favors corporations “right” to pollute “their” land, water and air.
I get furious. And I wonder what the next step is. I wonder when I will say that too much has been taken. I wonder if others will agree. I think people can only be pushed so far into a corner, and that the veil of our perceived control is falling.
I like to think that we’re all cells in an evolving human body, and that I can help that evolution in an appropriate context of also helping other life on Earth. I think things are due to get pretty extreme soonish, and that many of these issues will be corrected in the reconstruction that follows.