The first passion I remember was when I was around eight years old. It was the height of the Vietnam War, and everyone I knew was against the war. Young men were being sent to fight in a senseless war, and everyone was worried about it. The Civil Rights movement was nearing it’s peak activity; there were all kinds of protests everywhere, and there was the blossoming of rock and roll and the sexual revolution.
With war and young men being killed and unfairness abounding in the nation, it was hard not to be passionate about change. There was so much badly wrong, and we had to protest and we had to get thrown in jail because we had to try to fix things.
Once you start caring about things, I guess it’s hard to stop. Of course, usually you lose and can’t fix what you are working on.
When I was nine, I was allowed to choose an instrument, and I chose the trumpet. That became another passion. It is just a magnificent instrument with a beautiful sound. It let me make music! I was good at it.
Over the years, I have worked for many causes—against nuclear proliferation; environmental causes of all kinds, renewable energy sources, stopping big oil from price gouging (I was wrong on that one), the equal rights amendment for women, farm workers rights, organizing health care workers, single payer health care reform, making government more accountable for how it spends it’s money, helping legal immigrants get access to Medicaid restored—I’ve been all over the place.
I wanted to save the world, and I felt that everything I did, from bringing up my kids to activism to writing to music was about that. Full spectrum passion.
Where did it come from? Well, my father was very interested in working on renewable energy. He was a physicist. He would talk about his work a lot. He also expected me to do something great. Nothing specific, just something great. And nothing I did was ever good enough to get his praise. Of course, not much that I did was ever successful at making change in the right direction.
I still care. I still want change. But these days it’s a little more personal. I know that I’m not going to get anywhere with the grand scale political things. So maybe if I tell a few stories and answer a few questions and love my kids and bring them up to care, too, and maybe if I can bring people together with music and dance…. maybe I will have helped push things forward. And if not, I will have had a hell of a time trying!